N-meshed

We meshed and coalesced like vines
intertwined our timeline looming in
and out sashaying to and fro like a staccato

interval

You perpetuated my fear only to take it
away with a downstroke
I choked
on your love
that you never fully bequeathed

You were mine in room 241
then with the rise of the morning sun
I gave you back to the one who bore your son

I hesitated while you anticipated our sin
Sardonically delicious you enticed my curiosity
with a false veracity
promises of
Forever more

But with a paradigm shift
I lost you to another dimension
Can I be mad at you for
Forsaking your mistress with
another mistress who is me that is yet to be
or is she the me that I once was?